disorganized

yikes I feel like life is so disorganized right now and my very organized list making brain is disliking that fact.

I have a baby brewing that could come in 6 weeks and if that was the case well at least we have a bassinet and hopefully my boobs work...oh and I have a FEW cloth diapers so I guess we would be kind of ok but still the fact that people ask me stuff like "So is the nursery all ready" and " so i bet your almost ready for that baby to come" and I'm all nope his stuff is contained in a 3 foot plastic box.  I really don't even know where to start to be honest its like there is so much to do where do you begin ya know?!? I am having my first shower on April 9th so that is going to help!!

I just feel like there is so much I need to do to prepare and I cant because we are supposed to be closing on our house next week and then moving.

So because were moving all our belongings are here and there some in boxes some not and random piles all over the place of stuff that needs donated etc.  oh and don't even get me started on our files....our filing system is a pile in my closet of papers...not sure how it got that way but I guess laziness over time, so I also need to do something about that mess before I need something important I cant find!

I see some serious excel spreadsheets in my future and many many lists